dil ko tujhpe pyaar

i recently watched a tv show. i fell in love again. the amount of times i've fallen in love with characters is honestly rather sad. i found a lot of new songs. i fell in love with those too. i rewatched my favorite movie and fell in love again. you see im not just stating things i fell in love with i have a point dont worry. the point being i fall in love very easily. i fall in love with little things, things that most people forget about. i fall in love with nothings, even about people. i fall in love with words and attach myself to them. i entwine myself with such nothings and find myself at utter peace then. those moments i cherish them, i stitch them to my heart and keep them safe, i dont like giving away those moments, because i do not know when it will return. when i will hear a new song again that makes me fall in love with being alive or a tv show or a movie that will make me want to fall in love with the concept of love and set unrealistic expectations of what reality is. all i'm saying is fall in love with those little nothings, you do not need to attach yourselves to such big things with expectations, just little things, small things that will make you happy. go out of the way to do it for yourself, you deserve it. do things that make you happy.

there's been a lot going on recently with the whole covid thing and i've been at home for a while due to holidays, its giving me a lot of time. a lot of time to think, read, write. time to introspect and work on things. finish up projects, study a little more and binge some more too. i hope everyone is doing okay, stay safe and stay caffeinated, so i'm going to go and binge some more greys anatomy, because it makes me happy, sp until the next time i decide to write :)